Agnieszka, Shamanic Tantra in India 2025

This time was a journey into myself, a journey towards forgiveness, harmony and wholeness. I worked with forgiveness for myself, allowing the past to no longer be a burden, but a space for growth. I opened myself to feminine and masculine energy, allowing them to coexist in respect and balance, for the masculine to respect the feminine, for both forces to dance with each other instead of fighting.

The workshop began with a holy puja, a joint prayer, a sanctification of relationships, a reminder that everything that connects us has a deeper dimension. And it ended with something that seemed like a symbol of abundance and blessing, participation in the engagement of a Hindu couple, full of joy and spiritual depth. It was like a reminder that love is sacred, that we can witness a miracle that has no limits.

Here, on this earth, I sanctify my body. I feel the vibration of India enveloping me, the earth rebirthing me, healing not only my soul but also my body, down to the cellular level. Every step, every breath is part of this process.

There was also an encounter that will remain with me forever, a close encounter with dolphins in the sea. They were free, wild, and yet their presence was full of gentleness and an invitation to immerse myself in the moment. I felt them remind me that life is movement, joy, a constant wave of experiences.

One of the most mystical experiences was a tantric exercise on the sand by the sea. I felt the warm, caressing sand enveloping my body, how each particle carried a delicate warmth, awakening sensual energy in me. My sexuality came alive, and I allowed myself to fully meet it, in gentleness, in openness, in harmony with myself. I made love to the sand, to the earth, to myself, and at the same time I felt that I was touching something more, divinity, the source. It was a moment of absolute presence, mystical connection, the experience of pure divine energy of life.

In the temple of Shiva I connected with his masculine energy. I could be a full woman, I felt the sacredness within me, the sacredness of femininity and the harmony between the feminine and masculine elements. There was no more fighting, no division, there was unity, flow, fullness.

And then came the dream in which I was both a pearl and a shell. I was what was most precious, hidden in the depths, maturing in silence and time. But I was also a shell, the one that protects, gives shelter, envelops. I did not have to choose. I could be both at the same time, gentleness and strength, interior and exterior, light and darkness. All of this exists in me.

The greatest gift of this workshop, however, was the presence of my daughter. This year she participated with me, and it was a blessing, a grace that allowed us to work ancestrally, together. I felt the support of our ancestors, I felt their presence guiding us in this work. Her wisdom of the soul became my teacher, she showed me things I didn’t see myself, she taught me to listen, feel, open up again. She was a mirror in which I could see myself more deeply, more truly.

The workshop taught me humility. It taught me that sometimes you have to let go of control, let things happen, let life flow through me, and not just according to my plan.

It also taught me that I can do more. That I can be a bigger part of it all. That I can feel more, breathe more fully and instead of controlling, just dance. Dance with love, offer my heart in full devotion, let this dance go beyond what is known, beyond what is tangible, beyond the ends of the universe.

It all comes down to one choice: either you do it, or you realize that you are choosing “less.”

This is my second return here, to the land of India. The same place, yet different. The same workshops, but new experiences. This time, more abundant, more expansive, deeper. Just like me.
Thanks to the beautiful guidance of our teachers, I became not only a participant, but also a creator of my own reality, a space in which the energy of love and healing can flow to others.
This was my work that I wanted to bring to the world. Amen
This workshop is true psychomagic – the art of healing.