Katarzyna, Tantric New Year’s Eve 2024/2025

I am lucky that I started a Tantra school in Nowa Morawa last year, I am in the Smoky team (hey Smoky! Greetings to you one thousand five hundred!) and I quickly realized that if it is New Year’s Eve, it must be in Nowa Morawa. I simply knew it right away. And of course it turned out that my intuition guided me perfectly. A wonderful time to sum up what was, what no longer serves me and I want to leave it, not carry it any further.

But can I?

Do I really have the courage to let go of these old things? Because even though they are heavy and uncomfortable, they are already well-known. But the feeling led – yes, leave it. It’s time. So I jumped into the unknown, once again and once again. Because Life is such a beautiful dance of letting go into the unknown in full trust. Once such words were an empty phrase to me. But I really wanted to feel it for real, to experience it – to immerse myself fully in trust and letting go. I did it! How much joy and beauty I discovered in it. That I can. If I only decide – I can. I can do anything.

Another “empty phrase” was filled with life and experience.

I felt the richness of myself – how many things there are to discover in this garden that I am! And what a wonderful journey it is to get to know myself, to meet myself with open eyes and heart to all parts – the wonderful ones and the “not-wonderful” ones repressed, buried. How wonderful it is to feel this decision in myself, which is no longer an empty phrase – I want to cultivate this Garden that I am. This immeasurable space. And of course, I do it for myself. But also for the World. For every person I meet, who is truly my mirror. And what wonderful people around me (not only the New Year’s Eve crew), but in general, in my life. Because when I give myself the right and love for all these human “not-wonderful” features that I have in me, the more understanding I have for the other person and their “not-wonderful” features.

How much freedom and peace this experience gave me.

I used to look at myself and the world in such a way that something is good and something is bad – some parts are dirty and unnecessary. And others – as much as possible wanted and OK. And yet all elements are important. Each carries a story and their own task. How much easier it is for me to wander through life now. It seems that nothing has changed, but everything looks completely different. And the will to live has arrived in full – to this great adventure, to this miracle that life is! At every moment. Without comforting and smoothing over difficult moments – they are still there and will be – they have to be, because they bring an opportunity to grow, to open your eyes, to change. How beautiful it is to live and finally experience it with your whole self! Dance! Live! Feel! I breathe and laugh out loud. How good it is to live.

How good it is to feel.

I entered 2025 brave, rich, full of gratitude and trust in myself and Life, ready for new adventures, because I know that whatever happens to me will be good for me.

And New Year’s Eve 2025/26? We already know where 😀 Also Mario, Gayu and the whole wonderful Brigade – I am filled with great gratitude for your knowledge and experience, care, guidance and nose flicks! You probably won’t get rid of me. 😉 Hugs flying into the world <3