Magda, ‘Lover’s Journey’ tantric-shamanic workshop 2024

There was a time when I wondered who I was… Why I feel what I feel? Why I react in this way and not another? I walk this way and not another? How did it happen that my character, thought patterns and beliefs about the world, people, animals, the atmosphere surrounding me were shaped in this way… Do I really have no influence on anything around me?

“Lover’s Journey” – hah! I didn’t know what it really meant… I opened myself to the complete truth… it hurt, it was good. The truth heals and thanks to it I can change my life, you can’t unsee that… When I wandered between the relationship with my parents, noticing them in me, a space appeared in which there was no more judgment… there is also awareness of my own projection.

I felt that my attempts to judge them were a convenient way to avoid responsibility for my life and development, shifting the blame to someone else.

It was powerful to experience something I didn’t want to see… Each subsequent exercise revealed a part of me that I had previously repressed, and which, despite this, directed my daily life, serving neither me nor the world. The clash with this truth was powerful – how can that be! Me??!!

Ok… I see, feel and am grateful that I can do something about it. I made a decision. I found a treasure.

Relationships… The most important question… What is inside me… Thoughts, beliefs, behaviors… What energy do I radiate? Why do I attract people like this? Now I see it clearly and with full awareness I look primarily at myself and ask myself a question to get an answer. Standing in my power means standing in truth… And this allows you to take further steps on the path of development… There is no shame here, it is the courage to be authentic, to put aside roles, to pull the stick out of your ass so that you don’t have to prove anything anymore…

I also discovered many positive and beautiful traits in myself that my inner critic didn’t allow to reveal. I loved them all!

Transformation and maturity, shown in full depth on different levels of life and the world – that’s how I would sum up this week that seemed to last forever.

Thank you!

Magda