Marcin, Shamanic Tantra in India 2025
The workshops showed me that nothing magical comes out of control laced with fear. India itself was totally magical for me, incredible things happened, pudge, tropical animals that surrounded us all the time. Extraordinary synchronicities, eternal fire, endless kindness. The feeling that just as the sea moves as a whole, each wave is connected to the other waves, so we in this world are part of one whole. The feeling that what I work with, the whole world works, that I am a reflection of something bigger, and that bigger is a reflection of me.
After the workshops, I feel confused. It is a very sweet feeling, showing me how much is changing in my life right now, how old patterns have collapsed and space has been made for new ones. The workshop will work for a long time and it is awesome.
I was in a couple at the workshop, it was a very valuable lesson about how to find myself being with someone, how to find myself being for the world, without losing my soul, my path. It showed me that the world gives back what I give to it. If we are stingy to the world, it will give back to us in the same way, if we give abundance, we will be gifted with even greater abundance.
What happened at the workshop?
I was born again – wanted in lightness and joy,
I received the foundation of a sense of masculinity,
Wildness filled my being,
I accepted humility as a teacher of being great,
A clamp or no clamp – it is my choice, mine alone.
It depends on us how we perceive the world, it depends on us whether we choose a full life, in enthusiasm or choose vegetation in suffering.
The workshop touched on so many aspects, attachments to me, that I feel like pottery that fell to the ground and was glued with gold again, but in a different form.
I have no words to express how versatile this experience is. How elusive for the analytical mind, how much more pleasant it is to be silent in the head and experience life, instead of analyzing.
Thank you – I keep getting the message that I have everything I need, that I don’t need to mess around anymore, I choose to see the fullness instead of the holes. The pleasure of creation and sharing instead of the torment of imperfection. Abundance is already within us, it is already within me, if we give it to the world the world will pay us back with interest – I know that everything is in my hands.